Many
gay actors and singers continue to hide in the closet.
Not Latin pop singer
Jade
Esteban Estrada.
The Texas-bred, New York-based creator and star
of the touring one-man musical
"ICONS:
The Lesbian & Gay History of the World, Vol. 1"
is as upfront with his lifestyle as he is portraying Sappho, Oscar
Wilde, Michelangelo, Ellen DeGeneres and other "icons" in gay history.
Indeed, he's turned his lifestyle into a career
advantage.
"I'm not a gay Latin pop singer," Jade, 28, says
during a chat in the living room of a Chesterfield County
bed-and-breakfast. "I'm a gay man, and I'm a Latin pop singer. There's a
big difference."
Jade, who made his album debut three years ago
with "Angel,"
calls singing his "9-to-5 gig."
But he's not about to let it limit him.
He's also an actor, a comic, a dancer, a writer,
a composer and an entrepreneur.
"I'm a showman," he says.
"I'm making human contact. People in my
profession sometimes have to call upon all the different forms of
communication to make connections.
"Comics feel very comfortable when they make
people laugh. Dramatists feel very comfortable when they make people
cry. Dancers like to wow people with their dancing ability, and singers
hypnotize people with song.
"These are all different ways of touching
people's hearts. There's not just one way."
Striving to make those connections led Jade to
create his 75-minute musical tour through gay history in the first
place.
"I travel a lot in Europe and Japan and all over
the U.S., and I've seen an entire generation of gay people - or perhaps
two or three generations - who were hurt and confused because they had
no idea where they belonged in society.
I've noticed that especially in gay people in
their 40s and 50s and 60s. They have such a sense of discomfort and
shame at who they are. It broke my heart to see that as an out Latin pop
artist, and I'm doing something about it.
"Sometimes you have to hold a hand mirror to the
audience's face to show them what society is and who they are. That
hopefully brings about healing. I have no fear doing it because I know
I'm doing it for the right reason."
Jade says he has "three distinct audiences, or
four if you get that specific."
"First, the mainstream audience, which is
increasingly accepting, especially in the past year. 'Queer Eye for the
Straight Guy' did that. Fifty years from now, that show will be seen as
a landmark because gay people entered straight people's homes and were
invited to stay.
"Second, my Latin audience. I'm Tex-Mex. That's
the nature of my work. Third, the lesbian and gay community. And
finally, my beauty pageant following. I've hosted or performed on Miss
Universe, Miss America and dozens of other pageants."
Jade, who was called "the first gay Latin star"
by Out magazine, is closely identified with gay communities wherever he
goes, but resists being called a gay-rights advocate.
"That term turns me off," he says. "I'm not
about gay rights. I'm about human rights. It was never about Jews or
African-Americans or Chicanos. It was always about people being
slaughtered and discriminated against."
"ICONS:
The Lesbian & Gay History of the World, Vol. 1," which
continues through Saturday at Fielden's Cabaret Theatre under the
Richmond Triangle Players banner, premiered 18 months ago on the opening
night of the Columbus (Ohio) National Gay and Lesbian Theatre Festival
2002. "Vol.
2" will make its debut at the biennial festival this fall.
In "Vol.
2," Jade plans to portray figures ranging from Alexander the
Great, Queen Christina of Sweden and Walt Whitman to Freddie Mercury,
the lead singer of Queen, who died of AIDS in 1991.
Could this go on forever?
It could, but it won't.
"After
Vol. 3,
I'll be done," Jade says.
©2004 Richmond Times-Dispatch